It’s been a while since I last felt to be myself. I have been so preoccupied by the future that I cannot see the present as what it is. I have solely been working on my career and my business, trying to figure out the next step rather than enjoying the step that I’m on. See beauty isn’t about enjoying what’s to come, beauty is about what is in your presence. You can definitely foreshadow that which is to come, but why not stop and smell the roses, and simply enjoy the fact that there are flowers in front of you, rather than imagining the aroma of the future vegetation. Basically, I have not written a single word since I have last posted. It’s incredible really. I hold writing so dear to me, yet I cannot even take a break from my own path to do the one thing which truly matters…. Is this an issue? I believe so… How can I enjoy my future, if my future is keeping me from myself?

Hectic days, and even more chaotic nights. Time, is of the essence, yet when you don’t have time to breathe, how much of this essence do you really get to experience? I thought that owning my own business would be new and exciting, but between being a full time student, a business owner, writing a book, and traveling the country, how much time do I really have left to myself? I love thinking about life though, and honestly, I miss talking to you all… My incredible followers. You have all been amazing throughout this short period of time that I have known you. I do owe you all an update though, seeing as I haven’t been doing anything that I have originally planned, and for that I am terribly sorry. I am in fact enjoying life, it has just been a struggle staying concentrated. Business is going incredibly well, I don’t even know how it occurred so quickly, but it did, and I could never be more grateful. College has been interesting, to say the least. I have actually secluded myself from the rest of the college, spending as much of free time as I can, in the most incredible place in the world, the library. As for the book that I’m writing. I’m still lacking inspiration to make it as good as I am hoping it to be, but the ideas that I’m coming up with, I am excessively excited about. There is still absolutely no woman in my life, but I have come to realize that that is more than okay, as much as I would like one, I’m completely fine with waiting for somebody who takes my breath away each and every second of every day. Things really have been incredible. I hope to acquire more free time and talk to you all soon. I honestly do miss you all though…
-Joshua

It’s officially Valentine’s Day! ^_^ See, this is the first one that I am going to be spending single in years, but honestly, that’s quite alright! It isn’t truly about being in love, but showing the love that you share for others around you. Seeing as I love all of my followers because you are all the most amazing people that I have ever had the pleasure of virtually meeting, I invite every single one of you to answer the following: Will you be my Valentine? :)

So today, my niece told me that I need to go to school with her. Skip out on college to have enjoy nap time and cookies? Sounds like college anyway, I won’t be missing too much. :)

Less than a week until valentines day! :D time to start writing!

kellykiins replied to your post: kellykiins replied to your post: Somebody inspire…

Inspiration comes within the things we love. Good things emerge with patience. Stop looking for it and it will come to you. Remember what makes you who you are and then out of no where a little thought will pop into your head and you’ll be set. c:

sideofirreverence replied to your post: Somebody inspire me? Unfortunately that is a field…

What kind of inspiration are you lacking? Things to write about?